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Tuesday, 03 March 2009

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    King of the Hill: Season 9
    By Mike Judge, Kathy Najimy, Pamela Adlon, Johnny Hardwick, Stephen Root
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    Baby, I got ya moneee...

    Tonight I got an email on Tagged, what is Tagged you might ask? It's another one of these "social" sites like myspace, myyearbook, multiply... but I transgress :P So tonight out of the blue this.. chick? Do girls still like to be called chicks? girls? Lets be safe and call her a woman. She emails me, just randomness, mumbo jumbo, yack yack yack, yadda yadda, how are you kinda stuff.. I'm fine, how was your day, my day was good how was yours?, Mine was fine too, what did you do... bing.. I tell her I went to see my neurologist. She replies back, "what for, is anything wrong?" I tell her about how I have really horrifying headaches on almost a daily basis, Occasionally I have dizzy spells and suffer from temporary, short-term memory loss" ... SEND, REPLY.. "Oh, that's not good, can you function and work like that".. REPLY "No, I'm on disability" SEND, REPLY "Oh, well you have a nice night"

    Ok, what the fuck? I think I have just been a victim of closed-minded judgementalness. Is that a word? I don't know, I don't care, thats the word I'm using. The thing is I'm not even mad, offended or upset, I've never communicated with this uhh woman before until this point. So I have no emotional investment or ties with this person so I could care less really. I'm just more shocked at her blatant umm judgementalness. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm over-reacting, maybe I am misjudging her response.. maybe she just had to get offline, possibly.. but it has been about 40 minutes and she's still logged in LOL .. The thing is I get this a lot, I don't get it. Maybe I shouldn't expect much more than a reaction like this. I guess in these times of economic hardships, it's hard for a woman to consider a man on disability as possible date bait. Or maybe I am what the Beck song says .. A loser baby, so kill me! LOL
     
    Seriously, I don't know what the hell I am still doing looking for love on the internet, it's become very apparent that women online are just as nuts as I am, if not more so. No offense to anyone reading this. I mean c'mon, I been single for over a year now, I've never.. well not never but it's been a good long time since I was single this long without even a hint of any prospects. Something is seriously wrong. I cant even get the young stupid girls anymore LOL Just a joke :P Ok actually I may be exagerating a bit I had a gf for a little bit in January, and when I say a little bit I mean a little bit. I saw her for 2 hours on new years eve, it was the first night we met and we never saw each other again. Hell we hardly talked to each other again until I called her Feb 12 and told her I was going to come see her the following monday, that I had it all worked out. And she proceeded to tell me our relationship wasn't going anywhere and she wasn't in love with me anymore. Duely noted, Fair enough. Define irony, 1 year earlier to the day, I got the same speech from my now ex fiance' ... needless to say those words still stung, even though I really didn't care about that girl.. it was just awkward to hear those same words on the same day 2 years in a row. Whats the point of all this? I have no idea, I just felt like rambling to see if anyone would read this.

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Saturday, 14 February 2009

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    The Long Road
    By Nickelback
    Do This Anymore
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    Valentines Day Playlist for The Single Man...

    In no particular order ....

    Angry Again - Megadeth
    Used To Love Her - Guns N' Roses
    I Stand Alone - Godsmack
    How Could You - Saliva
    Indestructible - Disturbed
    End Of Heartache - Killswitch Engage
    Given Up - Linkin Park
    It's Too Late - Aldo Nova
    So Happy - Theory of A Deadman
    Metaphor - In Flames
    Kiss My Love Goodbye - L.A. Guns
    The Perfect Enemy - Dry Kill Logic
    Shame Shame Shame - Ratt
    Do This Anymore - Nickelback
    I Don't Believe In Love - Queensryche
    You're No Good - Van Halen
    Burning Bridges - Megadeth

Thursday, 12 February 2009

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    Superunknown
    By Soundgarden
    Fell On Black Days
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    Are the words "I Love You" Overused???

    Someone posted this question on myyearbook.com, I'm curious what my friends think. I think they are overused. I think a lot of times people say "I Love You" and are not sincere about it. I think men say it to get sex, and women use it to get other things, whatever the hell they are after. I think sometimes people use these words to keep someone hanging on until someone better or the person they really want comes along. I think I have been victim to this several times, Though I can't say for sure, but I feel I have. And by no means am I innocent of using these words to my advantage either. I'm no saint and I am far from perfect or innocent on this count.

    So my friends and fellow Xangans, Have you ever told someone you loved them not because you meant it, but because you wanted something from someone, and what is it you wanted?



Sunday, 08 February 2009

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    Reroute to Remain
    By In Flames
    Trigger
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    Patience is a virtue...

    Sometimes you don't have to look far at all... Sometimes you just have to wait a few minutes and the stupid people will come to you. I just got a text message from my friend Audrey. It said, "Please don't call or text me anymore. My fiance doesn't like it." To which I replied, "Fine, oh btw, I've never called Audrey so I know this isn't her." Of course I didn't get a reply back. What an idiot. I should have asked if this was the same fiance' that she can't stand because he's a douche-waffle. LOL

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    • Name: Robert
    • Location: Seattle, Washington, United States
    • Birthday: 5/3/1966
    • Gender: Male
    • Member Since: 4/1/2006

About Me

  • I'm single, 44, two children, very shy. Love to play guitar, cook, video games. I been single for almost 3 years now. Some days I like it, other days I don't. If you want to know how I like it today, ask me. My kids and my family are what's most important to me. They will always come first. If that bothers you than I'm,not what you are looking for. I also do not live on my own. Sorry, I'm poor and can't afford to live by myself. I wasn't put on this earth to be anyones ATM or to please anyone but myself. I am not religious but I am spiritual, if you want to know what thats about ask. I don't believe in or talk politics so don't even try cuz I will just end up pissing you off. I am also a Juggalo, if you don't like that too fucking bad. I am who I am and I'm proud of it

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